Never go to an accordion lesson impaired. We had just achieved a huge goal at work and my director invited us to celebrate at a local restaurant at the end of the day. I didn't think two glasses of wine would really affect my ability to concentrate during my lesson, but it did. I had two challenges at this lesson. First, was my inability to concentrate. Second, was realizing that I had been playing a chord I learned last week incorrectly. Hmmm. Whatever I was playing sounded pretty good to me, but my instructor picked up on my error. Needless to say, my lesson was not very productive. Acutally, it was horrible. I was thankful it was over, although, now came the hard part. I had to unlearn the wrong chord, and train myself to play the right one. A habit is hard to break. That's how it is in life, too. It's been a week now, and I've been playing the right chord (I think) and it sounds right. It's a symbol to me that I can get rid of bad behaviors and replace them with good ones. Let's see if I can motivate myself to apply this principle to my life.
My heart was racing. I had a tug inside of me to make a call to the local community college to inquire about teaching a continuing education class. I had always had a desire to teach, and the bubbly stir inside of me kept pushing me to act. My only problem was that the conversation in my head made me want to run and hide. But the stir was so very strong. I had to do something. And then I remembered a teaching I had just heard by Joyce Meyer. She spoke about fear and how it can grip your life. Her solution was simple. She said, "Whatever you need to do, do it afraid." A light blub moment ! Her words interrupted that internal conversation, and pushed me to make a choice and shift my thinking. I marched to the phone....afraid....and made the call to the college. I asked if they were in need of instructors and before I knew it, one thing led to another. By the end of the call, I ...
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